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All That You Are
 

Repeating in my head, betrayal

Repeating in my head, insecurities

Repeating in my head, dividends

It's not your fault, the well of thought and trust has run dry

Don't be afraid to let go

Don't be afraid to start over when it's over

Let go, Let go, Let go, Let go

Let go of feelings, let go of compromise

Hollow trunk for shelter, so dark and cold inside

I always seem to find myself alone, jaded shell of being

Porous as a stone.

Calloused, rigid, empty, because of you

Let go of trusting, lost thought for family

Let go of living, no more concerns of demise

I never seem to find rhythm for life's harmony,

Contorted, twisted broken, without a reason

Calloused, rigid, empty, because of you

It's all me, all you are, without me, there's nothing else,

There's no one.

Brainwash, all you are, without me, you're by yourself,

There's no one

Hope is out of season, lost sight, no hint of light

Get busy living or get busy dying

Calloused, rigid, empty, because of you

It's all me, all you are, without me, there's nothing else,

There's no one.

Brainwash, all you are, without me, you're by yourself,

There's no one

Save me, this loss, closure my, answer, so grant it

You owe me all that you are, without me, you're nothing.

You're no one

Terrified, petrified

Nothing, you're no one, do you care because I don't

Nothing, you're no one, nobody cares so just go

Nothing, you're no one, by yourself all alone

It's all me, all you are, without me, there's nothing else, 

There's no one

Brainwash, all you are, without me, you're by yourself,

There's no one

Save me, this loss, closure my, answer, So grant it

You owe me all that you are, without me, You're nothing

Choices

Leaders are guilty of nothing,

They're perfectly insane,

But if they'd point the finger at themselves,

Who would be left to blame,

Lead into grace, lead to corruption, Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo

A truth or lie has to be spoken, Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo

King or con has to be chosen, Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo

Way of life complete or broken...broken

Choices, no more...choices, no more...choices, no more...choices,

Leaders are guilty of nothing,

They're perfectly insane,

But if they'd point the finger at themselves,

Who would be left to blame,

Follow truth or stutter through a lie, Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo

Will to push or give up and fall behind, Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo

Live with peace or nurture your tragic life, Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo

Bite the bullet, or swallow it whole

Leaders are guilty of nothing,

They're perfectly insane,

But if they'd point the finger at themselves,

Who would be left to blame,

Point the finger at yourself,

There's no choice anymore, anyway...

We don't have a choice, anymore anyway,

We don't have a voice, anymore anyway

There's no choice in freedom, there's no voice in freedom

We don't have a choice, anymore anyway,

We don't have a voice, anymore anyway

There's no choice in freedom, there's no voice in freedom

Leaders are guilty of nothing,

They're perfectly insane,

But if they'd point the finger at themselves,

Who would be left to blame,

They're lost system of destruction,

Flush all hope down the drain,

But if they'd point the finger at themselves,

Who is left to blame?

Who is left to blame?

We don't have a choice, anymore anyway

We don't have a voice, anymore anyway

There's no choice in freedom, there's no voice in freedom

We don't have a choice, anymore anyway

We don't have a voice, anymore anyway

There's no choice in freedom, there's no voice in freedom

We don't have a choice, anymore anyway

We don't have a voice, anymore anyway

We don't have a reason, anymore anyway

We don't have control, anymore anyway

We don't have opinions, anymore anyway

There's no choice in freedom, there's no voice in freedom

Freedom, buy in

Freedom, sell out

Freedom, betray

Freedom, lay down

Freedom, corrupt

Freedom, opinion

Freedom, give up

Freedom, give in

Determined

GO...

SO FUCKING DETERMINED,

YEAH, YEAH GO...

YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT, CONFIDENCE '

GO...

SO FUCKING DETERMINED,

YEAH, YEAH GO...

SPIT OUT ALL REASON,

YEAH

I'm tired of holdin' up the weight, the weight of the

Mother fucking world,

All I want is to just get right here, right now

We struggle and fight just to get in the grave, that's

Overflowing,

Clocks ticking on my fifteen minutes of fame, come one now

123 GO...

SO FUCKING DETERMINED

YEAH, YEAH GO...

YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT, CONFIDENCE

GO...

SO FUCKING DETERMINED

YEAH, YEAH GO...

SPIT OUT ALL REASON

I'm flushing the trust of everyone, stabbing in the back

And thinking they can break me,

Set my sight, can't die till I'm done, mind endurance

Never wanted any more than what I deserve, better bring

It I'm taking it all

Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin a mile, it's on now 123 GO...

SO FUCKING DETERMINED,

YEAH, YEAH GO...

YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT, CONFIDENCE

GO...

SO FUCKING DETERMINED,

YEAH, YEAH GO...

SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

This fire, is growing, is burning deep inside of me, focused,

Driven, certain, the way it's got to be

Fire, growing, burning, deep inside of me, focused, driven

Certain, the way it's got to be,

Crooked, no trust, liars, con men, drunk with, power

Mentor, taught me everything that I know...

So wrong,

Wrong,

Wrong,

Wrong,

123 GO...

SO FUCKING DETERMINED,

YEAH, YEAH GO...

YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT, CONFIDENCE

GO...

SO FUCKING DETERMINED,

YEAH, YEAH GO...

SPIT OUT ALL REASON,

YEAH

GO...

I'M FUCKING DETERMINED,

YEAH, YEAH GO...

YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT, CONFIDENCE

GO...

I'M FUCKING DETERMINED

YEAH, YEAH GO...

SPIT OUT ALL REASON,

YEAH

Fall Into Sleep

Dreams of earthquakes, dreams of hurricanes, dreams of

The pouring rain, dreams of tidal waves.... to wash us all away

Dreams of guns blazed, dreams of fire rage, dreams of

Swollen graves, dreams of

Hollow pain all gone

No more fallen, no more enemy, no more casualty, no more dream

Fall into sleep, fall into me, I have a dream, but nobody cares, nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep, fall into me, hang onto a dream that

Nobody wants, nobody cares anymore

Dreams of mouring grief, dreams of disbelief, dreams of tragedy

Dreams of our disease... to take us all away

Dreams of fidelity, dreams of enemies, dreams of

Loyalty, dreams of unity, all gone

Fall into sleep, fall into me, I haev a dream, but nobody cares, nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep, fall into me, hang onto a dream that

Nobody wants, nobody cares anymore

The angels are injured, fall with broken burning wings,

Are we dead inside, are we blind

We can't keep moving forward, backwards with closed eyes

We're losing sight, all lost inside

No more fallen, no more enemy

Fall into sleep, fall into me, I have a dream, but nobody cares, nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep, fall into me, hang onto a dream that

Nobody wants, nobody cares, nobody wants, nobody cares,

Anymore

All gone

Forget to Remember

What have I done?

Where have I come from?

When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me?

Feeling undone,

What have I become?

When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and became this machine,

Thoughtlessness, selfishness, hopelessness, arrogant

I feel it on the inside, twisting and contorting, memory has shaped me once again,

Still feel you on the inside, biting through and stinging,

Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun,

Filter through us,

Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child,

Confession rejected,

We grow up,

To give up,

People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back

Through the words of surrender,

Emptiness, loneliness, listlessness, worthless

I feel it on the inside, twisting and contorting, memory has shaped me once again

Still feel you on the inside, biting through and stinging,

Will I ever forget to remember?

Can you save me? From myself, from these memories

Can you save me? From myself, from these memories

Surrender, to the shadows, haunting inside, bleed through you,

Surrender to the secretes inside, lies within you,

I fell it on the inside, twisting and contorting, memory has shaped me once again,

Still feel you on the inside, biting through and stinging,

Will I every forget to remember?

Can't feel you on the inside, set down the bag and left it,

Lost memory has left me

One again,

Open up the inside, admission for the cleansing, now that I've forgotten to remember,

Surrender, to the shadows, haunting inside, bleed through you

Happy?

In this hole, that is me, the dead are rolling over,

In this hole, thickening, dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me, so overwhelmed, oh this pressure center rising

My life overturned, unfair the despair, all these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin, tear me from the rind, does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone, tear me from myself, are you feeling happy now?

In this hole, that is me, a life that's growing feeble,

In this hole, so limiting, the sun has set all darkness

Buried underneat, hands slip off the wheel

Internal pathway to contention

Peel me from the skin, tear me from the rind, does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone, tear me from myself, are you feeling happy now?

Happy?

Happy?

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole, that is me, left with a heart exhausted,

What's my release? What set's me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin, tear me from the rind, does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone, tear me from myself, are you feeling happy now?

Peel me from the skin, tear me from the rind, does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone, tear me from myself, are you feeling happy now?

Does it make you happy?

Are you feeling happy?

Are you fucking happy now that I'm lost left with nothing?

Does it make you happy?

Are you feeling happy?

Are you fucking happy now that I'm lost left with nothing?

IMN

Suicide, don't give a fuck about this, my life, or any other,

Just go away and let me hang, impossible to forgive,

Forget it, murderer, I'm in control,

Living a lie, make you pay at all cost for this, love sick bullshit, bring it,

Decisions making themselves, I don't need you, thorns in my side, so I die...

No one, no one could ever understand, my life's exhausted

No one, no one could ever understand, this life, IMN...

Determined, to bring you all down with me, break you, beat down,

No more fucking empathy, from me, for you, fed up, I've had enough, duality, my war,

Existence, instigated controversy, lay down, sell out, so wrong,

Drag the blade and go away, I stand, cold cruel and lost,

Take me, I'm ready

No one, no one could ever understand, my life's exhausted

No one, no one could ever understand, pressure constricting

So hard, like a stone,

Fight hard and break bones, break

No one

No one could ever understand,

This life, IMN

Your pressure, my time, eroding my life

Fight for you honesty

Fight for integrity

All work and no play makes me sick,

I want to eat a bullet, carve myself, beat my face,

Catatonic, dig my brain, no pain,

Suffocate, stomache aches, don't give a fuck, I'm out, I'm done, fuck this shit, you've dug the hole I'm lying in

No one could ever, understand

No one could ever, understand

Fight for your honesty

Fight for integrity

No one, no one could ever understand, my life's exhausted

No one, no one could ever understand, pressure constricting

So hard, like a stone

Fight hard and break bones, break

No one

No one could every understand

This life, IMN

My world, my rules, my noose, my world, my rules, fuck you.

Just

Just a few seconds away from everyone, from everything

Just a few seconds away

A second of your time and an inch of my own space

Silence, quiet, need a little peace of mind, after all this, after all that you do

Shut it up, zip it, I need a little time to think, without all this, without all that you do,

Keep it, don't want it, think I'll just go away, away from here, from you

Time out, walk it off, think I need to throw a flag, just a little break from the games that you play

Just a few seconds away from everyone, from everything

Just a few seconds away, all I want from all of you

Just a few seconds away, away from this, it's never ending

Just a few seconds away

A second of your time and an inch of my own space

Beat it up, whip it, top it with a little scream, all that you are, for all that you do

Crush it all, kill it, calling out my enemy, don't want anything, I want nothing from you,

Dry it up, baby, turn around and walk away, cry your tears, pussy

Lift it up, destroy it, build it up and tear it down, all the little things that make me run away

Just a few seconds away from everyone, from everything

Just a few seconds away, all I want from all of you

Just a few seconds away, away from this, it's never ending

Just a few seconds away

Just a second of your time and an inch of my own space

Stop talking, stop bothering me, just walk away, I've had enough today,

I have a life too, I've had enough of you, feel like screaming, so go the fuck away

Go away, go away, go away, go away

Just a few seconds away from everyone, from everything

Just a few seconds away, all I want from all of you

Just a few seconds away, away from this, it's never ending

Just a few seconds away

A second of your time and an inch of my own space

Pulling the String

Running, I'm always running from myself, no one to help me, no one knows, not that onyone who knows would care,

Dangling, hanging from your tree, am I an ornament of longing, a seed trapped inside the shell that is me,

Nobody can save me, from this, from myself

Hurricane of headspace, spinning circling,

Stacking up the walls that hide you from myself

Crumbling pieces of me, an offering to you,

Falling gifts from me to you, left nothing for myself

You had my cake and ate it too and left nothing for me

Fist, for breaking

These eyes, for seeing, right through,

Heart, for you to trample

Confidence lost,

Nothing to lose, nothing to gain,

From this loss

This right of passage, denied

Holding the headstone,

Tied to no one, loosen the knot, pulling the string

Losing, feels like I'm losing all my worth, no one to notice,

No one would care, if they took the time to stare,

Nobody has the time for me, for myself

Blistering pieces of me, I'm giving them to you

These sweet whispers are from me to you, want nothing from myself

You hold my world inside your hands, and leave nothing for me

Fist, for breaking

These eyes, for seeing, right through,

Heart, for you to trample

Confidence lost,

Nothing to lose, nothing to gain,

From this loss

This right of passage, denied

Holding the headstone,

Tied to no one, loosen the knot, pulling the string

So sorry, for whatever it was I've done, so I'm deserting,

Sincerely, me

Got to just be, you've got to just know, I've got to leave,

It's time for me to go

So here's the note, I've left the key, I hope that when you find this, I've left you with a happy ending...

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye...

Fist, for breaking

These eyes, for seeing, right through,

Heart, for you to trample

Confidence lost,

Nothing to lose, nothing to gain,

From this loss

This right of passage, denied

Holding the headstone,

Tied to no one, loosen the knot,

Pulling the string

I'm tied to no one

Pulling the string.....

Pushing Through

Rip the womb, feeling so sorry, selfish and sore, wish I wasn't born, piece by piece, I can carry it all, strength to be driven, so unforgiving, anything is possible,

Like leaving you all, I'm turning my back on this killing so small

Step by step I'm pushing through this, all of you get away from me

Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this, my law

Step by step I'm pushing through this, all of you get away from me

Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this, through you

Salt the wound, cut the the conscience I've failed to explore, the calm before the storm, speak your peace and prepare for the fall, words have been chose, tainting the gift, lying truths so increditable, so fuck you all, I'm turning my back on your killing so small

Step by step I'm pushing through this, all of you get away from me

Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this, my law

Step by step I'm pushing through this, all of you get away from me

Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this, through you

Spread the word, the killing is over,

Spread the word, the killing is over,

Severed more than I am more than I ever was

Blindside, threatened, my worth, squestered deliverance

You stoned a part of me,

You've taken a part of me,

Try, you wanted to be, wanted to have a

Life, you wanted to fight, wanted the right...

Your lies, spoken to me without a conscious, no right

Why, breaking a mold, breaking the trust,

A child, innocent lost, ultimate cost, the loss,

Life so undone, deserted the seed, you've buried the bottle

Step by step I'm pushing through this, all of you get away from me

Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this, my law

Step by step I'm pushing through this, all of you get away from me

Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this, through you

Step by step I'm pushing through

Eye for an eye I'm pushing through

Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through

Pushing through

Rain.  Sun.  Gone.

So far, left with nothing, hanging by a memory,

No stars, to give me one wish, so lost in the dark,

Feels like I'm caving in from the outside

All right, all wrong, see you again, so long

Nothing matters anymore at all,

Nothing matters anymore

Life's not meant to be disposable

Lost. Found. Dead.

Ready, and willing, can't stop the bleeding

Life's not meant to be expendable

Rain. Sun. Gone.

Left robbed unwilling, can't fight the feeling

So low, overwhelming, clinging to a tragedy

So clear, hear weeping voices, tears fall in the dark

Feels like I'm caving in from the outside

So lost, so gone, so wrong,

Life's not meant to be disposable

Lost. Found. Dead.

Ready, and willing, can't stop the bleeding

Life's not meant to be expendable

Rain. Sun. Gone.

Left robbed unwilling, can't fight the feeling

It's never ending,

Never goes away,

But you did...

It's never ending,

Never goes away,

But you did

Why...

The body'd just a vehicle to hold, until we find another space,

Find another place, to start this over,

The enemy, the action I can't condone, do you suffer with me,

Can I give you my loss, to feel, to hold close,

Can I give you my pain, to feel, to be eaten alive by

Conscience

Suffer, fucking suffer, suffer like me

Life's not meant to be disposable

Lost. Found. Dead.

Ready, and willing, can't stop the bleeding

Life's not meant to be expendable

Rain. Sun. Gone.

Left robbed unwilling, can't fight the feeling

TV Radio

You incomplete me, you tune me into, whitewash, spoon fed, brain dead, sloth

I'd watch the paint dry before giving in, black out, stupor, inferior, insignificant

False stars above keep us sedated, satellite, astronaut, spaceship, the Government

I'm overdosing on reality, don't stop the feed, do not touch the feed

I don't wanna be, wanna wanna be here, I don't want to be here, wanna wanna be here so let's go

Turn off the radio, turn off the TV

I don't wanna be, wanna wanna be here, I don't want to be here, wanna wanna be here so let's go

Turn off the radio, turn off the TV

Eliminate me, you turn me into, lifeless, cliche, thoughtless, unbelievable

So bored with my life, entertained me with, normal, usual, average, it's so typical

Artists traded in for the talentless, spoiled kid, wife swap, tycoon, the had-beens

So entertaining it makes me sick, don't stop the feed don't, no don't touch the feed

I don't wanna be, wanna wanna be here, I don't want to be here, wanna wanna be here so let's go

Turn off the radio, turn off the TV

I don't wanna be, wanna wanna be here, I don't want to be here, wanna wanna be here so let's go

Turn off the radio, turn off the TV

I'm so uninterested, so unamused,

Disappointed in yourself, to be so consumed,

I'm so uninterested, so unamused,

Disappointed in yourself, to be so consumed,

Buy nothing, nothing

Buy nothing, nothing

I don't wanna be, wanna wanna be here, I don't want to be here, wanna wanna be here so let's go

Turn off the radio, turn off the TV

I don't wanna be, wanna wanna be here, I don't want to be here, wanna wanna be here so let's go

Turn off the radio, turn off the TV

I don't wanna be, wanna wanna be here, I don't want to be here, wanna wanna be here so let's go

Turn off the radio, turn off the TV

I don't wanna be, wanna wanna be here, I don't want to be here, wanna wanna be here so let's go

Turn off the radio, turn off the TV